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Charcoal Hearts - 15 Years Of Hurt

by Officium Triste

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1.
No Hope 06:32
I’m lying here in a bed so cold I don’t know where you are Something you never told You’ve never told I wonder what happened to you As I dream these ghastly dreams I can’t believe this is true Can’t believe it’s true As I sleep I feel the demons at my side Showing sights of crimson rain And faces of angels that cried Black tears of sorrow and of pain Don’t know what to make, of these dreams to see this hopeless gleam, I fear for the worst and question myself It all feels like a curse As I sleep I feel so bad These thoughts I truly dread Chaos visions in my head I fear for the worst and question myself It all feels like a curse I’m still lying in my bed so cold There’s no sign of you Something you’ve never told You’ve never told No sign of hope There’s no hope
2.
Divinity 06:39
A sparkle in this chaos ridden infinity The light, my goddess, ultimate divinity Draped with velvet and silk She provides honey and milk Heart and soul I sacrifice The love for you never dies You're my life I realise You're so fine You are divine Divine woman you stole my heart Other gods I will discard You are the one I will serve I bow for your shapes and curves Entangled we reach our paradise A garden of eden behind our eyes Fulfilled with lust and desire My veins burn, my heart is on fire Oh my goddess what have you done to me My love for you, it shall forever be.
3.
My heart is in pain the feelings for you won't be the same My heart a diamond it won't be Black like coal, all you will see The pain from feelings of disgust What once was love is blown away like dust My heart black as night Tears like tar from my eyes Venom pumping through my veins When I speak my words are like flames My heart a diamond it won't be Black like coal, all you will see The pain from feelings of disgust What once was love is blown away like dust All because of the way I've been treated I have been deceived You cheated on me From the start Now I've got a charcoal heart My heart, black as night Tears like tar from my eyes The result of your goddamn lies
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5.
Here I sit in this room, staring at this burning candle. That is my life, that is my doom. The loneliness I cannot handle. I'm fading like a dying candle. Fade...... Fade away ..... Like a dying candle..... The flame in my soul is fading away. No place on earth left for me to stay. From light to black through veils of grey. As the candle burning bright dies today. This empty room where I sit, staring at this dying candle. A piece of wax, that I've lit. Reflects the life I cannot handle. I'm dying like a fading candle. Fade.... Fade away..... Like a dying candle.... Fade away...................................
6.
The flame in my soul has faded away. Into blackness I fall through veils of grey. Through a tunnel filled with mist. I realise my life is over, I no longer exist. Looking into the distance I see no light. In the everdark my soul eternally hides. Transfixed by the thought if this is my hell. Deep down in the everynothing I fell. Into Blackness Confused....I realise I already went through hell while living in an empty room.... Confused....with everything in the outside world behind the walls where I sat staring at a dying candle. I'm falling forever!!!!!! The flame in my soul has faded away. Into blackness I fall through veils of grey. Through a tunnel filled with mist. I realise my life is over, I no longer exist. Looking into the distance I see no light. In the everdark my soul eternally hides. Transfixed by the thought if this is my hell. Deep down in the everynothing I fell.
7.
Moribundus dempte fine Quam mox coctum est prandium Mente vix consto
8.
A land with mountains of depressiveness. Peaks of black, touch the sky. Surrounded by fog, no signs of life. Living a life of subconsciousness, In these mountains of depressiveness. A land with mountains of depressiveness. This mysteryworld, crystalized with frost. It makes you feel, as if you're lost. This landscape in your dreams, Symbolising your grief. Days controlled by depression, Is what your life receives. Living a life of subsconsciousness, In these mountains of depressiveness.
9.
As you sleep, your subconsciousness reigns. Visions of misery, sorrow and pain. Blackened sky, mournfull spheres. People drowning in a flood of tears. Fear of nighttime, it's time to sleep. Sandman comes, no time to weep. Hope you'll wake up alive tomorrow. Surviving again these dreams of sorrow. As you sleep, your mind falls deeper. Visions of death, the grim reaper. Black plague, hunger and hate. Mortal people this is your fate. As you sleep, you dream of fear. Visions of sorrow, visions are clear. Blackened earth, world of death. As you breathe, your final breath. Dreaming about sorrow, the nightmares of life. No more sleep being awake is being alive.

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15th anniversary compilation.
No Hope, Divinity, My Charcoal Heart, Love Like Blood recorded February 2009 at Get Rhythm Studios, Ridderkerk, The Netherlands. Mixed at Excess Studios, Rotterdam, the Netherlands
Love Like Blood originally written and recorded by Killing Joke.
Mandolin on My Charcoal Heart by Simone Vinke.

Fading Like A Dying Candle and Downfall Through Veils Of Grey originally recorded in February 1998 at Excess Studio, Rotterdam, the Netherlands. Bass by Johan Mijnster, guitars by Johan Kwakernaak.
Originally released as a split MCD with Cold Mourning in 1998.

Intro - Officium Triste (Part II), Mountains Of Depressiveness and Dreams Of Sorrow originally recorded in February 1995 at Excess Studio, Rotterdam, the Netherlands. Rhythm guitars by Johan Kwakernaak. Bass by Johan Mijnster. Female vocals by Erica Buizert. Originally released as a 7" in 1996.

Martin -synths
Pim - vocals
Gerard - guitars
Lawrence - bass
Bram - guitars
Ronald - drums

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released May 15, 2009

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Officium Triste Rotterdam, The Netherlands

Officium Triste was formed in April 1994 with the purpose of creating slow, heavy and melodic doom/death metal. Inspiration was mainly found within the music of bands like Paradise Lost, Anathema, Chorus of Ruin, My Dying Bride, Celestial Season and Katatonia. ... more

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